ankanchan

i have been sexiled!!!!

lolololol


living on a single sex floor last year really kept me sheltered to all the sex that goes on around here.
effing intense

holy shit. what the fuck

WHAT THE FUCK

holy shit.  I've had my credit card for LESS than 2 months and  yet somehow i've already spent $420.73!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????

and 95% is spent on travel. lame!

I shall gossip no more!!!
Please smack me if I do.


Does this also mean that I am no longer able to rant about someone?

The Dropkick Murphys and Common are playing at my school's spring fling. how exciting.  The former band reminds me of matt

Last night I partook  in  a 12 hour dance marathon for charity.  I am shocked that i survived.
the most amazing thing about the night was when Backstreet Boys', "I want it that way" came on and everyone (100 people?) linked arms in a circle and sang it together.
it was awesome and that is why high school sucks

my life sucks. i am lazy ass mother fucker with too much work. i want to go home and sleep and eat good food. that would make things better.
i have a constant sensation of having phlegm in my throat. it sucks ass. just like life

Granted, a month has already gone by in 2008, but i've finally come up with some good new years resolutions.  They're pretty cliche and nothing too drastic, but i feel like i'm actually motivated to make them happen.  i've decided to become more involved in extracurriculars, loose 5-10 pounds (i want to be able to run on a treadmill for 30 minutes without getting off and panting), and drink less. 

College has been a really good experience for me.  i feel as if i've learned a lot more about myself and gained more confidence.  i'm also more aware of what i want to accomplish in life.  i think it's great that i'm actually willing to go crazy and dance in front of everyone here.  that would be an absolutely ridiculous notion in high school. 

Anyway, the one thing that bothers me most is peoples' perception of me.  I want to not just be an intelligent person, but have someone have a conversation with me and think that as well.  this isn't supposed to be cocky.  i think i just want respect as an intelligent individual.  somehow my silly jokes and quirks make people see me as simply amusing and not someone who they could respect.

Oh wow . I haven't written in this journal in months.  The months that have passed have been some of the best months of my life.  College is so fun.  Not just because I finally have the freedom I've dreamed of my entire life, but because of the most awesome people I've met and the great things I've learned.  Who knew that I would pursue a minor in Chinese and a major that focuses on Asian policy.  I am so excited for the future.  I can't wait to see where my major takes me.  If everything works out, this summer will be great and be able to truly make a difference in DC.

I just need to get my license and make some more money. lol

i think i need to slow things down.  i'm always ignoring the present and thinking about the future.  today i already started planning out the classes i want to take till graduation and how to graduate early.
i'm already taking the maximum load of classes.

and my parents aren't even here!! they've contaminated me

college is definitly the best thing ever.
i was freaking out when i went to my preorientation thing cause everyone was amazingly obnoxious and WASPy but i love tufts so much now.


not to mention there are definitly a fair share of attractive boys from all over the world.

i've been working a lot these few weeks.  the manager wants to schedule me for 40 hours next week. ark. it's tiring and it makes me really nauseous since i end up drinking 5 lattes per hour. today i woke up at 12:40 and then went to work at 1:30. it was a sad existence


guys lets hangout

i'm feeling the urge again to cut my hair into a bob. should i?

so what city is preferably a 3 hour or less drive from here with flashy lights, beaches, and just rather touristy with lots of attractions that stay open LATE at night?


oh yea. and i finally discovered who mike lin's date is.

For the past few months i've been living a lie :(
somehow i thought i would be entering tufts with 6 credits.

Alas, they are just fucking acceleration credits.  arg.  i'm just paying money to have a higher probability of failure.

oh the horror. the horror

i have 32 34 journal entries.  what else do i write about?!!

there is so much to do.  I have to:
Finish my community service essay before may, but most importantly get someone to sign off that i did it
Study for my AP Calc exam, which i thought i wasn't taking till today

So basically:
May 9- AP Calc Exam
May 10- English Lit. Exam
May 15- AP Psych Exam
May 18- Prom and Senior Ex

dear god..there's so much to do in less than two weeks

So i just spent the entire day at Tufts and it was prettty damn awesome.  The people were really nice and cool.  I attended a Chinese class as well.  There were only 15 kids in the class.

Should i be in a freshmen or mixed class dorm?


I also realized that big house parties are frightening and unnerving.  I don't think I could ever allow myself to party in a large setting.  I just need to be surrounded by friends.